What is something others do that sparks your admiration?
“Val I want to tell you something, but don’t take it the wrong way.” That’s how most of the people around me start their conversation with me.
I have everyone around me walking on egg shells because of my intense emotion.
I feel everything. I feel even those things that don’t deserve any emotion. Wearing my heart on my sleeves like this, isn’t something I am proud of about myself.
I love how everyone around me is able to filter their emotions. They know what to take to the heart and what not to.
It is so humiliating carrying around these emotions at my big age.
It’s even worse when it comes out as playing victim.
Shadow to my light. 