Of mundane days

What’s really going on Injairu?

It has been a little over 5 days and it is almost like you have nothing to report about?

I know I write when I’m overly hurt or when I’m in love or when eventful/ extremely hurtful things are happening in my life. Somehow the adrenaline seems to work wonders on my creativity.

Lately I have been a normal human being. Out of trouble. Out of messy situations or rather situationships. Peaceful. Less opinionated. More mysterious. And I do not know what to report home about being normal.

So technically, being normal means my creativity is under maintenance. I donno! This sounds sort of toxic.

I love being normal though. I am not even trying to mess around with fate. I won’t even dare it. I know what happened to me the last time I tried. So kids, take it from me don’t you dare dare fate (🤣my dad jokes be killing me).

I gotta confess though,  in as much as I’m not even writing as much as I would love to, I am genuinely loving the peace that “normal” breeds.

I bet I just need to learn how to tap into my creativity besides using it as a coping mechanism. As in tapping into my creativity as a normal functional, peaceful grown woman.

Life being calm and peaceful and having a regulated nervous system isn’t a formula for boring Valary. Get that. You prayed for it alright.

Or maybe, I’ll probably come back to report about an old flame I brought back to life. Gotta play with fire a little.
Yoh yoh yoh yoh! Kidding. I love it here. In fact looking past the mundane, I am actually thriving.

Calmly working my way through becoming a baddie with a Benz, you know what I’m saying. A country girl with a Benzie? No I think a baddie with a Benz has a nice feel to it. (Intrusive thoughts winning).

I thought about editing this with ChatGPT to make it sound a little serious, but no! I love it playful. I love my things a little more playful I mean. I’m a total kitten when I’m in my element.

I bet this was a good waste of your one minute right? No? C’mon !It doesn’t hurt to admit joy.

Stay peaceful or maybe playful.

Cheers

Author: Miss Injairu

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