I am so sure I wrote something similar to what I am about to write, last year around a time like this.
I have insane fatigue, and insane is just an understatement in this case.
Immediately it gets to November my body just knows.
I have been waking up at 5:00 a.m., at the latest, 6:30 a.m. I learned to pay attention to my body, and in the last few months, I’ve learned that I’m entirely functional whenever I wake up before the sun comes out.
Lately, I can’t race with the sunrise anymore. And neither can I just disrespect my body like that.
I know it is 90% a mindset thing, but I’m just so exhausted. I can literally feel how my brain functions of late. It’s on a whole slow motion.
And I promise I am nowhere close to being stressed, I am in my best place mentally. Calmer than I have ever been.
I just know that I don’t want to be rushed anymore. I am sleeping in more often and I am doing everything at my own pace.
That’s probably my style of bidding the year goodbye.
And I genuinely understand my body, it has carried me through so much the entire year and I couldn’t be more grateful. The best thing I can do right now is respect it and enjoy the slowness.
(PS: I wrote this on the 10th of November but was just too exhausted to update it)
^^Happy Holidays. Cheers.
Shadow to my light. 