This morning, I woke up caught between snuggling in bed with my book or hopping out to be a productive human.
I happened to wake up earlier than usual, so for once, I had the luxury of pretending I had options, felt kinda fancy, not gonna lie.
I ended up sitting with my thoughts for what felt like an entire 30 minutes just zoned out. I rudely had to force myself out of that zoning.
I have insanely crazy reminders on my phone that come buzzing once it hits 8:00 am.. I never play whenever I say I feel the most vulnerable when my phone is in another person’s hands, it’s an asylum this one. So much of my craziness tucked behind my password. The gaslighting I do for myself is next level. And only for my eyes.
If my phone ever lands in your hands, please avoid the notes app. I mean you can read my messages, check my WhatsApp…go everywhere but kindly avoid my notes app. Just a heads up because you just might go insane.
Okay so my reminders, are part of my morning routine, a girl must lock in you know.
After my crazy intimate morning routine, I was like “Okay Val, we are going to have an insanely beautiful day”
I just decided that I was going to have a gorgeous day and I manipulated my mind into believing that.
Haha! That’s basically what I wanted to say, I just decided I was going to have a bombass day.
Shadow to my light. 