This doesn’t feel great.

I have been feeling stuck for quite a while now. I’m stuck in a loop.

It doesn’t feel great.

I’m trying to be careful not to make a wrong move. I know myself. I’m usually very impulsive.

I’m stuck at a very toxic work place. For quite a while now, I know the best decision will be quitting. I know I should quit.

I already have a list of things I would jump right into, after quitting. I have my plan. The elephant in the room is, how will I sort my bills out after I quit, before everything else aligns?

Now that’s the loop I’m caught in. It’s pretty much weird because, I do not know how I am surviving right now, because we are literally not being paid.

I can’t wait to meet myself on the other side of this. For now, I’m really just exhausted.

I know this is the kind of writing that should go somewhere in my personal journal, but you know what, I’m gonna leave it here anyway. Lol.

Cheers.