The imposter syndrome

It is definitely a Monday and there’s always a certain feel to Monday.

I don’t have much worth saying today.

I have been in my head for the better part of the day. That means I’ve barely been productive.

I’ve questioned a lot of things. You know from my abilities, to my worth and my appearance.

I don’t want to wake up with this energy tomorrow. The goal is to live a calm life. Having all these noises inside my head won’t help a thing about that.

My greatest enemy is this imposter syndrome. I don’t understand why it will just never leave me alone.

I hate it. It is stealing away from me too much. It is stealing all my treasures. It’s taken a great toll on my abilities.

Why am I letting it win though? This is worth pondering over.

I should get over it.

I will wake up tomorrow ready to deal with it.

And we are definitely going to have this conversation about the imposter syndrome some other day. For the purpose of growth.

Cheers.