Of wholeness.

I am so grateful that the universe conspired into ensuring that I didn’t settle. Glad because if I ever settled, I would never have known how it ever felt to be this whole, on my own.

I wouldn’t have been able to explore the depths of everything that had stilled inside of me in my pursuit of love.

I am grateful I’ve gotten to experience how it feels to be whole. Even though there are days I get to question whether it’s just an illusion. Illusion or not, I am grateful that eventually I found it all, all within me.

I see how life was never against me, it was on my side all along. I only saw it from a twisted angle.

I can’t explain this peace. It’s hard to. I can only live it. I can only experience it.